What Am I Pretending Not To Know?

Okay. Setting up goals and listing out all the task that I've have to do in order to reach those goals that I've set is just so legit.

It's something that will pluck up my courage to move forward passionately. But, what I really dont know is why am I getting down so fast?

The reason is because I am not taking risk. It's easy to go back to my comfort zone, it's easy to do everything alone and do whatever thing that I'm doing now. Ended up, lonely. Be who I was instead of be who I want to be is wheyyyyyyy so much easier.

Question is:

Is that what I really want? NO. Definitely NO!

If I want to create a LOVING environment with PASSION POWERFULLY!

No matter what the outcome is, I will still DO IT!

Just a secret from me to all of you who's reading this. If you ever realise that I'm putting more weight is because I was fall under depression. When I'm depress, I will tend to find more and more food to binge. Not just binge a little but I'll binge in a vast amount of food.

So one key word for me again. Be Happy.

LoveYouselfK <3